Emo-ing

Butterflies don't know what color their wings are...
But human eyes know how beautiful it is...
Likewise U don't know how nice u r but I know it all in my heart~
That my most precious message in my hp,there is a start that I always cherish^^

This message is sent by you during 2years ago
After our travel from Genting Highland
A good start that you let me know what your heart is saying
After 2years,we are still in relationship
Time flies,seriously...I lost myself
Nowadays,our second anniversary is coming...
26Jan2011...such a sweet day...only for us...
I am so happy and feel glad to have these years with you
Such a happy,memorable,and sad that we had been go through
Of course,I can feel that our sweet is not as much as before
But my love and my care is always there
Nothing can stop me to doing well for you
I am keep losing my characteristic
Is just because my love increase by non-stop way
I trust that my choice which is accept the relationship with you is always right
Even now,I also think like that
Love can defeat anything
I bear,I keep waiting you at night
I am waiting your message or call
And..I waiting you just only for one word
Is...Dear I miss you already or I love you
Such a simple and short sentence
My heart is warm and touch
I am easy to be satisfied
Maybe you are the one
Clever to woo a girl
But noob at make own girlfriend happy
*same opinion with yin,hehe~

Erm...is emo now...
not because unhappy
just a bit moody with something
should I more independent?maybe not...
What should I learn is....
Don't be so care on something,like you
I over care on you
I want live for myself
Yin,thanks for you
Chat so much with me tonight so that I can save some time to thinking nothing
I love you so much
Of course my dear,I love you too

突然发现，我好久没有真正的开心过了...那份温暖去了哪，你最爱的那颗心又去了哪...就只是短短的几天，我们不同于从前...唯一不变的只有，我还很爱很爱你...这儿有你看不到的我，笑容掩饰的我...Dear我要找回我们的甜蜜，那别人都羡慕我们的甜蜜!!!

最珍惜的回忆

那一年的假期好美
那一年憧憬多浪漫
那一年的冲动好回味
那一年的你...很对味～
那天的到来 好值得期待
启程时分的等待
没有原因的
眼神莫名落在你身上
没什么特别
却在过后多了份惊喜
夜晚的笑声
蔓延着我们的疯狂
群体的走着
看不出红线的连接
但其实
它在悄悄的牵引着你我
因为一趟旅行
一个称呼
开始了预料之外的未来
谁都没想过
那份缘竟然渐渐的在拉拢
那晚的我们是零距离
安静的听的见彼此的呼吸
大家睡得很沉 很安稳
隔天的清晨
似乎是新的开始
某某行为渐渐改变
好体贴 好与众不同
不论走到哪个角落
都看得见那个身影
踏着回家的路上
那份惊喜
依然坐在我身旁
那时的举动很出众
引起了许多人的怀疑
此时此刻
我发现了不一样的你
到达的前一秒
我睁开眼的依然是他
回归现实
我到了原本属于我的家
新的开始
我不曾想过那份惊喜
出现在我手机上
那句''我没有在玩啊''
我肯定了
我遇到了你
好甜好美的回忆
好甜好美的开始
我只想重温你我的开始
现实的改变
好难与过去的你连接
那个曾是那么温柔体贴
那个走到哪都紧握我的手
那个粘着我撒娇
又不失大男人主义的你...
但爱上了，又能怎么办呢?
只愿你待我像从前一样好
你的宝贝
很敏感 很脆弱 很依赖
你要好好的把她保护 宠坏
爱情不是等到得空了才去珍惜
即使是短短的几秒
都能感觉到你的在乎^^

世上没有百分百的故事

在这世上
什么是最美丽的呢
天空 大海 风景
都不是
应该是收成正果的情侣们
走进一个华丽却简单的礼堂
对着上帝宣誓
告诉它：
上帝，我们看见了你的考研
但我们没去闯关
因为，我们的爱...来自于用心经营
好美~好美~
这是我看见的百分百结局
甜蜜的时候
你永远看不到那份难过
因为你不曾经历或想起
世上也绝对不会出现完美的爱
他们的那一天
在别人眼里，好甜~好幸福~
但可曾想起
相爱的一对新人
怎么慢慢地走进这一天
幸福的表现是一天，经营却是长远的
今天，我深深感觉到，那些新人好勇敢
不知道自己是否多想
但我知道我的害怕出现了
女人是敏感的动物
你的任何举动，小小的改变
都逃不过那双眼
少了那点关心和拥抱
我感觉得到
就因那道缺口，我遇过
我又得经历过一次
但我会为你加油
因为情侣间需要彼此的鼓励
也许各人的压力不同
表现压力的方式也不同
你不说并不代表我不知道
只是我不想问起
也许我在这时会有些恐惧
但是我不能干扰你
因为我怕...我怕那个结局
想起我就想退缩想躲开
可能这辈子我说少了你
我就有可能失去自我你会不信
但确实，确实真的会如此
这顿时间里
我只好不看，不理，不问，不计较
那或许就会好过些
你要我学会的独立
也许就是此刻
我得不胡思乱想
张开眼，想着过好自己的日子
或许这就是对我最好的解读方式^^

我给爸爸的一份感动

<<爸，最近偶尔听到一些身边朋友有爸爸过世，不是生病就是cancer...他们突然没有爸爸很可怜...如果可以你要少抽烟啊>>
前阵子朋友的爸爸离开
再来是朋友哥哥离开
觉得生命真的很微弱
今天突然有感触，写了封信息给爸爸
要他少抽烟
因为突然很怕没有爸爸的感觉
人们常说，女儿是爸爸上辈子的情人
这句话一点都没错...
因为光是想着那种画面
我就有种想哭的感觉
不是傻，那是很真实的感觉
不管是不是爸爸
只要是很亲的人，都会...
爸爸打了通电话给我
听得出他有些许的感动和开心
他答应我会少抽烟
虽然是这样，但已经足够了...
家族里有遗传着cancer的基因
公公也是因此而离开
所以我一直担心爸爸的健康
我也深信着
我相爱的爸妈都不能失去对方
就像婆婆失去公公的瞬间
我永远忘不了那感觉
婆婆是多么的难过............
离开家人后我发现家人很重要
也我比以前更爱他们
所以，爸妈你们都要好好的.....

Nobody will know me but you
Nobody will make me missing badly but you
And nobody will hurt me deeply but you
There is someone who can affect me
Everyday,every minutes,every second
My smile My tear
Just around you,My dear~
I was jumped out from unstable life
You gave me a peace life
We are go through one and one story
There was a part of our life
Even we don't take part in each of them
We still meet love's god and linked us to be lover
From friend,the basic level
Until now,I knew you so well
We became the closest person to each other
Cant leave or lost
That what I am thinking
Because that ever lost you before
I had learn how to cherish
And how important you are
It is unbelievable and surprise
Your heart is still be there...
We are the couple
But seen like an old wife and husband
For many years...
We knew what the funny next step that we will do
And what the lamb or boring action will occur from us
But that is our sweet and happiness
No change and cant deny
We had usual the life of each other
I can crazy with your lazy or bad habit as well
And you will know the sickness of shopping of me
I am complaining but I still help u to do that
You knew should kick out my habit but you still buy for me
I can feel it,your dote and love...
Some more we can join family nicely
That what we are looking for...peaceful...
No control and no big argue between us
There is thousand or million happiness in my heart
And share with you everyday...
I was still worrying if we stay in the same house
But now...should be worried others cant bear with us~
Thanks your tolerance and caring for me
I appreciate it very very much
I write this for a note for our One and half year
Dear,
I love you so much^^

久了未必就要这样

这条路上
走走停停
看过美丽的风景
尝过咸咸的泪滴
有过光辉的荣耀
也有过低潮的自己
看见自己多么辛苦的爬了起来
看见自己为自己努力的痊愈过
也许因为某个人某件事
让心痛到心坎里
但那也都过了
因为经历过而失去安全感
再次碰到总是害怕着
害怕超越自己答应自己的界限
害怕付出过多了
但这却是无法拿捏的分量
因为当时你又再次付出真心
有谁在一起久了 还是那么甜
还是像开始般的在乎与体贴呢
相信久了都会有所改变
这就是自己掌握感情的时刻
别总以为身边的人为自己付出是理所当然的
双方的付出应该是等号
闹完脾气请说说对不起
语气坏了请牵牵他的手
难过受气时就给予拥抱
或是在额头印上个吻
那都能让人心暖化
偶尔把时间只留给对方
沟通中能更了解对方
也了解自己....
感情是用来经营不是考验
因为久了会失去信任
而不是为未来铺路
将嫉妒心收起
那只适合于偶尔的情趣
信任是维系彼此的钥匙
也是感情稳固的根基
看完了外面美丽的世界
别忘了在背后陪你走过酸甜的他/她...
他/她不是种习惯
不是种生活程式或负担
而是实实在在挽着你手
彼此温暖的依靠...